I do wanna say something to you is what you said...this is how all this began again...
However each time I have to be the one to start it...
We here I go again...
I have something that I want to say to you...
Honestly, I don't trust myself...especially with you and the emotions of the pass that I knew were not gone. I called myself burying them with the pass emotions from the ones before you. I can't lie...the residue of you was never completely washed away. I think I preferred it that way...
Quick Question? Did it really scare you that much? Does this not scare you now? Would the "friendship" change if I was to open up completely? Are you being completely open with me? Who's more of damaged goods, you or I? What did you expect?
I am trying not to care and I am failing miserably...damn...so much to say but I am trying to be patient and allow time to pass and other things to run it's course...until then I will let the music play...Hustler by Keri Hilson..."...and I would move the weight, off of my shoulder, I would run away...damn I have so much to say
