This Too Shall Pass by India.Arie

This song could not be more appropriate for all the events, incidents, accidents and occurrences from the last 6 months...I am so glad that "This Too Shall Pass"...Enjoy

I achieved so much in life
But I’m an amateur in love
My bank account is doing just fine
But my emotions are bankrupt

My body is nice and strong
But my heart is in a million pieces
When the sun is shining so am I
But when the night falls so does my tears

Sometimes the beatings so loud in my heart
That I can barely tell our voices apart
Sometimes the fear is so loud in my head
That I can barely hear what God says

Then I hear a whisper that this too shall pass
I hear the angel’s whisper that this too shall pass
My ancestors whisper that this day one day will be the past
So I walk in faith that this too shall pass

The one that loved me the most
Turned around and hurt me the worse
I’m doing my best to move on
But the pain just keeps singing me songs

My head and my heart are at war
Cause love ain't happening the way I wanted
Feel like I’m about to break down
Can’t hear the light at the end of the tunnel

So I pray for healing in my heart
To be put back together what is torn apart
And I pray for quiet in my head
That I can hear clearly what God says

Then I hear the whisper that this too shall pass
I hear the Angels whisper that this too shall pass
My ancestors whisper that this day will one day be the past
So I walk in faith that this too shall pass

All of sudden I realize
That it only hurts worse to fight it
So I embrace my shadow
And hold on to the morning light

This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
I hear the angels whisper
that trouble don't have to last always
I hear the angels whisper
Even the day after tomorrow will one day be yesterday.
I hear my angels whisper.
I hear my angels whisper.
This too shall pass.

My book

I am the author of my life...Unfortunately, I'm writing in pen and I can not erase my mistake...but since I'm the author, I can create the next chapter and I can make the endings whatever I want!

Question of the day

After all this time what is it that we have other than all this time?

Bishop's Helpful Hints

Live in the overflow
I don't live in my right now, I live in my not yet.

Right relationships
Platform for people to hear you.
Others can trust you
Positions you to role model
Magnet for vision that God gave
Position myself to bless others
Position for promotion

God will only bless you only as far as your character can sustain you.

Radical request: pray for the space before the "thing"; downgrade my vision: upgrade me: when God enlarges me...
You can't be big, if little got you
Hang in there: perserve
You get wisdom through personal experience, not only through God. Life is the best lesson. God will allow things to happen not in your favor just to teach you wisdom.

I'm so wrapped in you

I'm so wrapped in you, everything I have ever wanted, needed, dreamed...I have found it in you...I call you LIFE. There is nothing that compares to you.

Confessions of MuzikLover

Things are turning for the best. So MuzikLover confesses that he wants to be here and that he fucked up the first time I needed him and that he will be here this time and that he was sorry. I believe him. He has been tested on every side and now he can finally see the light peeking through the clouds. The compartment of my life where I want him to be, he fits...the question is am I willing to wait for him to get his life completely together. Idk...why do I have to wait?!? This weekend has truly been eye opening...let's see what this week brings...not only doesn't he have to prove it to me but to everyone on my support team...I would be his cheerleader... : )

I regret…

I regret stopping by familiarity
…speaking out of courteously
…allowing you to meet the family
…inviting you into my life, my home, my comfort zone, my heart and me
…giving you opportunity to share my dreams
…placing you on this pedestal
…thinking that you were the answer to the prayer I stop praying
…it all. Damn. I regret.
…trying not to regret
…trying to forget what it was like before you
…I regret, regretting.
This will be a good one for the book. Never had a regret before. You were the thing that made me regret the one before you. Hopefully the thing after you will make me FORGET you, instead of REGRET you.
Glad I love me more,
Bri

Anything but HAPPY!

There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all pointless drama and the people who create it and the bad and focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short too be anything but happy!

Is it too much to ask...

is it too much to ask? All I want is some time....TIME...I just want to be in your presence...to be around you...to be near you...to be with you...it doesn't even have to be sexual...it could be...because its good...anyway...all I wanna be is around in your company. I guess it is kinda selfish but I don't care...neither should you because if I'm in your presence you have all of me...I wanna be all in!DAMN I believe it NOW...I wanna be all in...I have given everything/everyone else up to give you all of me and all I get is the runaround. Is it too much to ask? DAMN I thought it would be an even trade...even with all that you have to do and all that I am doing...I still make time and move things around so that I can have time for you and us to be together...it is too much to ask for you to match me! MATCH ME...Is it too much to ask?

Lovesick...

From where I sit...I look out and wonder why us human act the way we do . I want. I need. I know. I am. I won't. I will. I can. So then why do I even try...For what its worth...you never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have. Missing someone is your heart's way of reminding you that you love them...tired of of feeling empty.

Until I Cry

There comes a time in life when you have to quit the mental and emotional fight that you have with yourself and enjoy the guilty and guilt free pleasures. I understand just how wrong this could possibly be but I do not care. I will take and make the best of whatever makes me happy.

It is something about the way you feel when you are laid on your back and caressed like every inch of you is precious fabric. There is something about those tears that form because of the compassion and emotion that comes with the act of love making. The best of the best are the times that make you cry like a baby because it feels so damn good to be opened by the one that opens you best. The deeper the stoke, the deeper the breathing along with the larger the tears that flow down my cheeks as he asks what's wrong. He looks in my eyes as he remember the last time him and passion met. Its like when I first realized I was in deep love with him. It was/is more than just sex and fuckin. I know what it means to make love, because that is what we do every time him and passion meet. Only real love, emotion, passion and trust make you cry like this. If you have never experienced anything like this, you haven't found true and real love. You have never been loved and fucked well until that shit makes you cry...Have you until you cried?

When I can't seem to find the words....

If you were someone else, this would be so much easier. I would already know every part of you. Especially when I can't find the words. There is something that I want to say that I just can't bring myself to say. When will we realize that we create the box I which bounds us to certain places and times. When will we realize that we draw the lines and can erase them at our own will.How can you be everything that I want, but nothing that I need? Damn I just want something that is all mine even if it is for a moment. I do not want to sale myself short either though...emotionally checked out!

With, In and Out

I think about having you with me, in me, on me daily. Just the thought makes me moist, your sight makes me soaked, your touch makes me flow like the Mississippi to feel you enter me makes my soul scream. My body, soul, mind are then on one accord, insync with yours. I can't put into words what our bodies do when they meet. Its like we are in the same. Its great more than great it incredible.

When we are WITH each other, no one understands what you do for me or what I do for you. WE slip into our own universe when we are together thats before we intertwine with each other. just the conversation, interactions, and time spend is like no other. Once our eyes meet it is over, we aren't coming back to reality until we have to part. Even before our eyes meet, once I cross Shelby County line, even leave Davidson County, or cross the Tennessee River its like our souls have this magnets pull for each other 200 miles away. Like they must meet at least once a month to rejuvenate each other until the next time we meet.

IN, we are in each others heart, mind,spirit and body. To be IN to someone is more than just to intimate with them at least its more than that to me... Its like every time we say we want out that something pulls us deeper than we were before....Mind....to have consideration for each other with every thought....Spirit....the connection that no one else knows and no one understands...BODY....Yes I inspect every inch of you and "him" cause I want to know every scratch, mark, scar or anything (BirthMark)..Sorry that's just me and why can you know all about me and I not know all about you...

ON....I don't think that an explanation is due for the ON....Me on you or you ON me I don't care I just want it....I know how you like me to be on you, on top rolling hips, bouncing, caressing, massaging, tasting anyway you want it. you just want it