Sad Story

I think that you are amazing. If the circumstances were different this would be a lot easier. We can no longer be. I do not want to hinder your process here....

To Fulfill Your Purpose

“Father, if this problem, pain, sickness, or circumstance is needed to fulfill your purpose and glory in my life or in another’s, please DON’T take it away.”
— The surrender prayer taken from the Purpose, Driven Life by Rick Warren.

Lover & Friends

Something I saw on Twitter: If two past lovers can remain friends, it's either they were never in love, or they still are.
What you think?

What Bri needs

She wants a man to love her, protect her & she will lean on him completely, showing full confidence in his strength and abilities.

Oprah speaks truth...

" You are not the product of your circumstances. You are a composite of all the things you believe, and all the places you believe you can go. Your past does not define you. You can step out your history and create a new day for yourself. Even if the entire culture is saying,'You can't'. Even if every single possible bad thing that can happen to you does, you can keep going forward."

Life with no regrets

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Friends/family are like balloons: once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.

Realization

Some things you want, just aren't meant to be...that's seems to be more than not in my life until I realized that some of the things I want, do not want me in the same way I want it. I work hard so I can play hard and have all the things that I need/want/deserve...mix that with some wishful thinking and you would think that I would be overwhelmed with a perfect world...not me. My happiness seemed temporary until I realized that I would have it all, if I took better care of myself and let other things take care of it self. This will be the case from this point forward. *Listening to Save The Hero by Beyonce* ...who is going to save the hero?...

Lyrics - Hustler - Keri Hilson

This definitely makes me a hustler...

Jennifer Hudson - Where You At

I do wanna say something to you...

I do wanna say something to you is what you said...this is how all this began again...
However each time I have to be the one to start it...
We here I go again...
I have something that I want to say to you...
Honestly, I don't trust myself...especially with you and the emotions of the pass that I knew were not gone. I called myself burying them with the pass emotions from the ones before you. I can't lie...the residue of you was never completely washed away. I think I preferred it that way...

Quick Question? Did it really scare you that much? Does this not scare you now? Would the "friendship" change if I was to open up completely? Are you being completely open with me? Who's more of damaged goods, you or I? What did you expect?

I am trying not to care and I am failing miserably...damn...so much to say but I am trying to be patient and allow time to pass and other things to run it's course...until then I will let the music play...Hustler by Keri Hilson..."...and I would move the weight, off of my shoulder, I would run away...damn I have so much to say