Catch me if you can...Shooting Star

So he says that he wants to fall in love with me...I ask why he says why not, we make a good team...but he wants to remain the owner and the coach of his team and add me to the roster...No sir, unless I can be the manager and I get all the perks as the coach...we can be co-owners or something. Why does he need a team when he got me...I am the STAR! ...So he has cut some members of the team...I'm thinking the fewer the better...I know he sees clearer now...

Different Kind of Day...

So today is like my 4th day off from FedEx cause of the foot/ankle sprain...Agenda for the day...Sleep pass 5:45am, therapy at 9:15am, recheck Drs appointment at 10:15, find some lunch, return to the Bluff, clean house, nap, dinner, blogging and facebooking throughout the day...everything after the drs appointment in no particular order...not a normal day in my planner but I can work it. MuzikLover was today's driver. My plans never work when I am under his supervision. So after the doctor we head to Wal-mart and Financial Aid...Wal-mart was for me to get my chickens...yummy thoughts until they didn't have it. So we tried this sweet and sour chicken..it was tasty but not as tasty as my chickens...(Yes I said my chickens)Next stop Financial aid, as he says that I look at him like "Do you know what time of the year it is? DO you have an appointment?" He looks at me and says " Baby, don't worry. You with me. I got you." I say "Ok. What my foot?" He says, " I got you." My next words, he mocks, " I know, you guess!" LOL...he thinks he knows me. By this time I am thinking this is going to be a interesting visit...I am not the most popular but everyone I take to visit thinks so cause I get stopped at least 10 times before I make it to where I am going. Never fails...I forgot that I was walking with Mr. NAC...He is worst than me but I think I got him beat at least by 4. He actually had to say damn cause of all the people, mostly guys that speak, hug, notice and have slick comments as I hop along...::Smile::So Mr. NAC uses his VIP status to get someone to give me there chair in Financial Aid, then we get behind the doors to see everyone that he wants to speak too and I am introduced as Ms. Knowlton and he is my Better Half...WOW...really...Someone should have told me...even though several of the people I was being introduced to already knew me as a half to a Dynamic Duo...I don't think that went over well with Mr. NAC...that's another story though...So we say bye cause he has to work and I am suppose to be back home by 2pm in order for him to make it work by 2:30. He decides to go to work and I drive "She" home and bring him her at lunch.I was actually shocked and I dont think he thought twice. Meanwhile can you play my administrative assistant and take care of a few phone calls and schedule my PRAXIS 2 for me...really?!?...Yea, I don't have anything else to do... Lunch time passes, no call, just a text " Guess i will be talking to you at 11:30 when you pick me up" So I say all this to say....
Today was a different kind of day in the sense that I spent all day with him and it was the best...the inside jokes, DMCs, hand holding, kisses, hugs, back rubbing, eye staring, all the cute stuff. I even talked to Angie B for an hour...this was a different kind of day...i like these days and hope and pray for more...Tomorrow will be day 2 of different kind of days...

Confessions of MuzikLover

Things are turning for the best. So MuzikLover confesses that he wants to be here and that he fucked up the first time I needed him and that he will be here this time and that he was sorry. I believe him. He has been tested on every side and now he can finally see the light peeking through the clouds. The compartment of my life where I want him to be, he fits...the question is am I willing to wait for him to get his life completely together. Idk...why do I have to wait?!? This weekend has truly been eye opening...let's see what this week brings...not only doesn't he have to prove it to me but to everyone on my support team...I would be his cheerleader... : )

Unbearable

Mama: I just want to say that my heart hurts...I give up...I've given up...
SiblingChild: What? Why? Who hurt you?
Mama: Everyone
SiblingChild: Who? What happen?
Mama:The whole team...the entire team...so I've given up sports...the sport...of love
SiblingChild: I don't understand...
Mama: Me either...I quit!
Signed,
Defeated