"Good guys make things happen, good guys get things done, make the work look easy, make the job seem fun, try a little harder, show the world their pride, celebrate the good stuff, take the rest in stride…
Good guys make a difference in their quiet way; seldom seem like heroes til they save the day, plan a little smarter, wisely wait to see what’s the best direction for their family…
Good guys do the right thing, care and pray a lot, never sweat the small stuff, give life their best shot, always go the distance, see their loved ones through.
Good guys make great fathers….good guys just like you!"
So awhile ago, I saw this in a Hallmark card and noted in Alex for future reference...I thought I used to know some guys with these qualities...Waiting for my "good guy"...
Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Catch me if you can...Shooting Star
So he says that he wants to fall in love with me...I ask why he says why not, we make a good team...but he wants to remain the owner and the coach of his team and add me to the roster...No sir, unless I can be the manager and I get all the perks as the coach...we can be co-owners or something. Why does he need a team when he got me...I am the STAR! ...So he has cut some members of the team...I'm thinking the fewer the better...I know he sees clearer now...
Monday, August 17, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Before I started this blog...Part 2
03.15.09 @ 12:04am
It has been a while since my last entry. I can't believe how long its been. I realize that somethings will never change.Sweetheart is one of those things and it seems like the Hardest Working man in Nashville is wearing the same shoes. ChurchBoy has been a sweetheart lately that is something that I can get use too. Gentleman is a fast mover and new to this whole thing, especially since Tutts left me.
Just some random thoughts: the truth is when I close my eyes, I dream of you. The thought of you makes me smile. You take my breath away. You inspire me to better myself. Even though I am whole you complete me. I wrote a song for you but its untitled and has no words simply because there is no word or phrase that can describe you unless "ump" is a word. These are the feelings I already have for the love of my life even though we haven't met. I feel like everyone deserves to not only feel like this but have someone tell you that this is how they feel about you. When you read this I want you to think about the people you deal with on an intimate level and if this is not how you feel about them then try again. Life is not about who gave you the best nut and if you disagree then I pity you. The old folks say to live, laugh and love not hoe, cum and run...think about it. I laugh at people who choose money over love. Money don't care about you and it damn sure
won't keep you warm at night. I laugh at people who marry for money and wonder why it didn't work. Money is the true root of all evil so how can you base happiness off of it.Think about the next time you try to buy someone's affection. The best gift you can give is time, love, and understanding. The truth is that there are more love songs than fuck songs. The truth is if you have to change who you are or what you believe just to keep someone then they not worth having. The truth is if you are looking for the meaning of life, you won't find it in anything man made....just a few of my thoughts. April 19th@ 10:46pm
11:51am
I just want to be the customer. Its about time someone served me like I have been serving for all these years and in all these relationships. Is that so wrong. Hell naw cause I have went far beyond the call of duty or what you would ever do. You will never find another like me. Some may try but none will ever succeed. Please know there is only one me...don't be the next to miss out on this good thang. Maybe its suppose to be that way...just a thought.
Today is one of these days that make me wanna scream due to the fact that I don't have time::damn I just lost my fuckin thought. Damn
5/11 at 7:29pm
No non sense, no stress. I tell you about some folks. I can't get mad all I can do is laugh. Too funny...lmao...I don't wanna speak cause I am afraid of my reaction that will come from me.
05/22 at 9:16
What was I doing before you got here? Its so good that I can't remember and slick don't wanna go back to the before. I miss you and you have only been gone a few hours. I can't remember...familiarity is hard to get away from...familiar, convenience or real...love will find you.
It has been a while since my last entry. I can't believe how long its been. I realize that somethings will never change.Sweetheart is one of those things and it seems like the Hardest Working man in Nashville is wearing the same shoes. ChurchBoy has been a sweetheart lately that is something that I can get use too. Gentleman is a fast mover and new to this whole thing, especially since Tutts left me.
Just some random thoughts: the truth is when I close my eyes, I dream of you. The thought of you makes me smile. You take my breath away. You inspire me to better myself. Even though I am whole you complete me. I wrote a song for you but its untitled and has no words simply because there is no word or phrase that can describe you unless "ump" is a word. These are the feelings I already have for the love of my life even though we haven't met. I feel like everyone deserves to not only feel like this but have someone tell you that this is how they feel about you. When you read this I want you to think about the people you deal with on an intimate level and if this is not how you feel about them then try again. Life is not about who gave you the best nut and if you disagree then I pity you. The old folks say to live, laugh and love not hoe, cum and run...think about it. I laugh at people who choose money over love. Money don't care about you and it damn sure
won't keep you warm at night. I laugh at people who marry for money and wonder why it didn't work. Money is the true root of all evil so how can you base happiness off of it.Think about the next time you try to buy someone's affection. The best gift you can give is time, love, and understanding. The truth is that there are more love songs than fuck songs. The truth is if you have to change who you are or what you believe just to keep someone then they not worth having. The truth is if you are looking for the meaning of life, you won't find it in anything man made....just a few of my thoughts. April 19th@ 10:46pm
11:51am
I just want to be the customer. Its about time someone served me like I have been serving for all these years and in all these relationships. Is that so wrong. Hell naw cause I have went far beyond the call of duty or what you would ever do. You will never find another like me. Some may try but none will ever succeed. Please know there is only one me...don't be the next to miss out on this good thang. Maybe its suppose to be that way...just a thought.
Today is one of these days that make me wanna scream due to the fact that I don't have time::damn I just lost my fuckin thought. Damn
5/11 at 7:29pm
No non sense, no stress. I tell you about some folks. I can't get mad all I can do is laugh. Too funny...lmao...I don't wanna speak cause I am afraid of my reaction that will come from me.
05/22 at 9:16
What was I doing before you got here? Its so good that I can't remember and slick don't wanna go back to the before. I miss you and you have only been gone a few hours. I can't remember...familiarity is hard to get away from...familiar, convenience or real...love will find you.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Unbearable
Mama: I just want to say that my heart hurts...I give up...I've given up...
SiblingChild: What? Why? Who hurt you?
Mama: Everyone
SiblingChild: Who? What happen?
Mama:The whole team...the entire team...so I've given up sports...the sport...of love
SiblingChild: I don't understand...
Mama: Me either...I quit!
Signed,
Defeated
SiblingChild: What? Why? Who hurt you?
Mama: Everyone
SiblingChild: Who? What happen?
Mama:The whole team...the entire team...so I've given up sports...the sport...of love
SiblingChild: I don't understand...
Mama: Me either...I quit!
Signed,
Defeated
Monday, August 10, 2009
My Child...
It is so true, Lauryn said it best…it could all be so simple, but we rather make it hard...There are always unexpected opportunities in life…chances of a lifetime and it’s up to you not to fuck’em up...I am still trying to figure out if this is one of those opportunity...
…One of my siblingchildren once said… “...wishing you were here,but you're not, you're there and there doesn't know how lucky it is…" I thought I knew exactly what she meant then but I truly understand now...
Signed by
- Hating the Tennessee River and I-40
…One of my siblingchildren once said… “...wishing you were here,but you're not, you're there and there doesn't know how lucky it is…" I thought I knew exactly what she meant then but I truly understand now...
Signed by
- Hating the Tennessee River and I-40
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Escape...
DAMN it felt so good to be out of Tennessee for a 3 day weekend! I had to balance my life for a few days. There is nothing like family time and alone time. Time to sing, drive and cry about any and every thing that came to mind, heart and presence. I can't wait to do it again but it won't be so long in between times again. I promised myself that during the drive back. The escape from the jobs, life issues both personally and professionally, and family issues was fanDAMNtasic I know that none of this will ever end but a break from it was well beyond needed. I missed Babes and SiblingChild #4,like I knew that I would but everyone needs a break sometimes. I know they needed one from me cause I needed one from me too! Any who...it has been a few days since I last wrote a blog so I just had to let this out right quick as summer school and work picks up I will probably see less of this blog but I plan on keeping this escape as much as possible.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Next Lifetime
Maybe next lifetime i will have all the love that I want from who I want it from. Maybe I will be the right shape, right size, right color with the right hair length. Maybe next lifetime none of this will matter because the hearts will meet before the mind and society takes over. maybe next lifetime I will have enough money to buy everything and anything that I want. Maybe next lifetime I will find the one just for me...the one that God made just for me! Maybe next lifetime I won't have so many do overs...Maybe next lifetime will be this lifetime...because this lifetime is not over yet!
Monday, May 25, 2009
Is it too much to ask...
is it too much to ask? All I want is some time....TIME...I just want to be in your presence...to be around you...to be near you...to be with you...it doesn't even have to be sexual...it could be...because its good...anyway...all I wanna be is around in your company. I guess it is kinda selfish but I don't care...neither should you because if I'm in your presence you have all of me...I wanna be all in!DAMN I believe it NOW...I wanna be all in...I have given everything/everyone else up to give you all of me and all I get is the runaround. Is it too much to ask? DAMN I thought it would be an even trade...even with all that you have to do and all that I am doing...I still make time and move things around so that I can have time for you and us to be together...it is too much to ask for you to match me! MATCH ME...Is it too much to ask?
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Until I Cry
There comes a time in life when you have to quit the mental and emotional fight that you have with yourself and enjoy the guilty and guilt free pleasures. I understand just how wrong this could possibly be but I do not care. I will take and make the best of whatever makes me happy.
It is something about the way you feel when you are laid on your back and caressed like every inch of you is precious fabric. There is something about those tears that form because of the compassion and emotion that comes with the act of love making. The best of the best are the times that make you cry like a baby because it feels so damn good to be opened by the one that opens you best. The deeper the stoke, the deeper the breathing along with the larger the tears that flow down my cheeks as he asks what's wrong. He looks in my eyes as he remember the last time him and passion met. Its like when I first realized I was in deep love with him. It was/is more than just sex and fuckin. I know what it means to make love, because that is what we do every time him and passion meet. Only real love, emotion, passion and trust make you cry like this. If you have never experienced anything like this, you haven't found true and real love. You have never been loved and fucked well until that shit makes you cry...Have you until you cried?
It is something about the way you feel when you are laid on your back and caressed like every inch of you is precious fabric. There is something about those tears that form because of the compassion and emotion that comes with the act of love making. The best of the best are the times that make you cry like a baby because it feels so damn good to be opened by the one that opens you best. The deeper the stoke, the deeper the breathing along with the larger the tears that flow down my cheeks as he asks what's wrong. He looks in my eyes as he remember the last time him and passion met. Its like when I first realized I was in deep love with him. It was/is more than just sex and fuckin. I know what it means to make love, because that is what we do every time him and passion meet. Only real love, emotion, passion and trust make you cry like this. If you have never experienced anything like this, you haven't found true and real love. You have never been loved and fucked well until that shit makes you cry...Have you until you cried?
Monday, May 11, 2009
Week of events...05/04-05/09
It all began with a great deal of excitement and through the week all the ciaos overcame the excitement. All that I could do was done. I was understanding. I was loving. I was caring. I was giving. I was everything that any man could want during this supposed exciting time. Now that the day has came and passed, the clouds are still in front of my sun. I just wanted to be cherished like I cherish you.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
The Point of It All
I can´t stay away from you too long
Even if I do I´ll always call
Checkin' on you make sure you´re ok
Be the one to brighten up your day
And the point of it all
Is I love you
You know I love you baby
My days seem long
whenever we're apart
it´s like someone had
thrown away my heart
you´re a major part of my life
And no matter what the
storm may bring
I´m fine with you,
And the point of it all
Is I love you
And the reason for it all
Is I love you
O I love
[ Anthony Hamilton Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
O I love you
O my love
I can´t stay away too long
I can´t stay away from you baby
don´t wanna be without you
I need you
O why don´t you stay
around for awhile
And the point of it all
And the point of it all
And the point of it all
And the point of it all
Ohhohh, and the reason for it all
And the point of it all
Is that I love you
Yeah, I love you
Whenever we're apart
It damn near starves my heart
And I don´t ever want to be apart
Even if I do I´ll always call
Checkin' on you make sure you´re ok
Be the one to brighten up your day
And the point of it all
Is I love you
You know I love you baby
My days seem long
whenever we're apart
it´s like someone had
thrown away my heart
you´re a major part of my life
And no matter what the
storm may bring
I´m fine with you,
And the point of it all
Is I love you
And the reason for it all
Is I love you
O I love
[ Anthony Hamilton Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
O I love you
O my love
I can´t stay away too long
I can´t stay away from you baby
don´t wanna be without you
I need you
O why don´t you stay
around for awhile
And the point of it all
And the point of it all
And the point of it all
And the point of it all
Ohhohh, and the reason for it all
And the point of it all
Is that I love you
Yeah, I love you
Whenever we're apart
It damn near starves my heart
And I don´t ever want to be apart
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