I never read I just look at the pictures. I am not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful...So today has been just that...Wonderful...speechless and spellbound is me...I speak French now...We...lol...But I rather we speak Spanish for now cause I don't just want this to be a foreign fantasy...He says I really enjoy the time being spend.
To be continued...
So we replayed the first night all over again, we ride out to the same place in the same outfits add a movie and a snack, a trip to the mall and skip and a hop around with DMCs. I enjoyed myself too.This is not a love story. This is a story about love.Maybe the start of it anyway...
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
My book
I am the author of my life...Unfortunately, I'm writing in pen and I can not erase my mistake...but since I'm the author, I can create the next chapter and I can make the endings whatever I want!
Monday, August 24, 2009
Bishop's Helpful Hints
Live in the overflow
I don't live in my right now, I live in my not yet.
Right relationships
Platform for people to hear you.
Others can trust you
Positions you to role model
Magnet for vision that God gave
Position myself to bless others
Position for promotion
God will only bless you only as far as your character can sustain you.
Radical request: pray for the space before the "thing"; downgrade my vision: upgrade me: when God enlarges me...
You can't be big, if little got you
Hang in there: perserve
You get wisdom through personal experience, not only through God. Life is the best lesson. God will allow things to happen not in your favor just to teach you wisdom.
I don't live in my right now, I live in my not yet.
Right relationships
Platform for people to hear you.
Others can trust you
Positions you to role model
Magnet for vision that God gave
Position myself to bless others
Position for promotion
God will only bless you only as far as your character can sustain you.
Radical request: pray for the space before the "thing"; downgrade my vision: upgrade me: when God enlarges me...
You can't be big, if little got you
Hang in there: perserve
You get wisdom through personal experience, not only through God. Life is the best lesson. God will allow things to happen not in your favor just to teach you wisdom.
I'm so wrapped in you
I'm so wrapped in you, everything I have ever wanted, needed, dreamed...I have found it in you...I call you LIFE. There is nothing that compares to you.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Fortunes
A day is a span of time no one is wealthy enough to waste.
Don't underestimate yourself. Your social skills are needed by others at this time.
This is a night for love and affection.
You have a keen sense of humor and love a good time.
You will have good luck in your personal affiars this month.
The heart is wiser than the intellect.
Time is precious, but truth is more precious than time.
Good news of a long-awaited event will arrive soon.
Your life will be prosperous if you use your creativity.
You will make many changes before setting satisfactorily.
Luck is coming your way.
Good things come in small packages. One is coming to you.
Don't underestimate yourself. Your social skills are needed by others at this time.
This is a night for love and affection.
You have a keen sense of humor and love a good time.
You will have good luck in your personal affiars this month.
The heart is wiser than the intellect.
Time is precious, but truth is more precious than time.
Good news of a long-awaited event will arrive soon.
Your life will be prosperous if you use your creativity.
You will make many changes before setting satisfactorily.
Luck is coming your way.
Good things come in small packages. One is coming to you.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Catch me if you can...Shooting Star
So he says that he wants to fall in love with me...I ask why he says why not, we make a good team...but he wants to remain the owner and the coach of his team and add me to the roster...No sir, unless I can be the manager and I get all the perks as the coach...we can be co-owners or something. Why does he need a team when he got me...I am the STAR! ...So he has cut some members of the team...I'm thinking the fewer the better...I know he sees clearer now...
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Different Kind of Day...
So today is like my 4th day off from FedEx cause of the foot/ankle sprain...Agenda for the day...Sleep pass 5:45am, therapy at 9:15am, recheck Drs appointment at 10:15, find some lunch, return to the Bluff, clean house, nap, dinner, blogging and facebooking throughout the day...everything after the drs appointment in no particular order...not a normal day in my planner but I can work it. MuzikLover was today's driver. My plans never work when I am under his supervision. So after the doctor we head to Wal-mart and Financial Aid...Wal-mart was for me to get my chickens...yummy thoughts until they didn't have it. So we tried this sweet and sour chicken..it was tasty but not as tasty as my chickens...(Yes I said my chickens)Next stop Financial aid, as he says that I look at him like "Do you know what time of the year it is? DO you have an appointment?" He looks at me and says " Baby, don't worry. You with me. I got you." I say "Ok. What my foot?" He says, " I got you." My next words, he mocks, " I know, you guess!" LOL...he thinks he knows me. By this time I am thinking this is going to be a interesting visit...I am not the most popular but everyone I take to visit thinks so cause I get stopped at least 10 times before I make it to where I am going. Never fails...I forgot that I was walking with Mr. NAC...He is worst than me but I think I got him beat at least by 4. He actually had to say damn cause of all the people, mostly guys that speak, hug, notice and have slick comments as I hop along...::Smile::So Mr. NAC uses his VIP status to get someone to give me there chair in Financial Aid, then we get behind the doors to see everyone that he wants to speak too and I am introduced as Ms. Knowlton and he is my Better Half...WOW...really...Someone should have told me...even though several of the people I was being introduced to already knew me as a half to a Dynamic Duo...I don't think that went over well with Mr. NAC...that's another story though...So we say bye cause he has to work and I am suppose to be back home by 2pm in order for him to make it work by 2:30. He decides to go to work and I drive "She" home and bring him her at lunch.I was actually shocked and I dont think he thought twice. Meanwhile can you play my administrative assistant and take care of a few phone calls and schedule my PRAXIS 2 for me...really?!?...Yea, I don't have anything else to do... Lunch time passes, no call, just a text " Guess i will be talking to you at 11:30 when you pick me up" So I say all this to say....
Today was a different kind of day in the sense that I spent all day with him and it was the best...the inside jokes, DMCs, hand holding, kisses, hugs, back rubbing, eye staring, all the cute stuff. I even talked to Angie B for an hour...this was a different kind of day...i like these days and hope and pray for more...Tomorrow will be day 2 of different kind of days...
Today was a different kind of day in the sense that I spent all day with him and it was the best...the inside jokes, DMCs, hand holding, kisses, hugs, back rubbing, eye staring, all the cute stuff. I even talked to Angie B for an hour...this was a different kind of day...i like these days and hope and pray for more...Tomorrow will be day 2 of different kind of days...
Monday, August 17, 2009
Hop Along, Tag Along
So today was quite different. It started different from most Monday morning...FedEx @ 5:30, sort and after sort duties, then to the Bluff to shower and change to head to the office...well this morning was more like a wake up about 7:45am, roll onto the bad foot, hop along to get ready for a training at the office. One wake up call instead of 3. My driver arrived SILENTLY! No real convo, just a little about the weather and shit. I prayed before their arrival that I would keep my mouth and actions to myself. Things are so different. There is distance between us that I really don't understand but I do.
SideBar: See there was sort of a "break up, not so break up" that happen about a month or so back between our foursome. We were together but not together kinda thing. "His girl had a girlfriend", which was my girlfriend. ..No Homo...but my bitches are always the cutest cuties...I miss here...anyway...Things seem to be one way but really weren't, kinda hard to explain but not so much...anyway...feelings got hurt because of some informed decisions. I tried to cushion the blows but got punched in the face cause I was in the way. I kept my mouth closed in hope that all would work out or they would part HAPPILY...
To be continued...
After training, left the office to find lunch to end up back the office to eat lunch in cafeteria. MuzikLover calls, which upsets da Gentleman...The beefin' about something now quite sure what the problem is. I wanna know, but I don't...ya know? Anywho, leave to head to the Bluff to wait until therapy session. At 3pm head to therapy, then back to the Bluff so that da Gentleman can head to the home of the Aristocrats to be an alumni. Its Monday and I get no mexican...this sucks...:pouting::Meanwhile, I download so Destiny's Child from back in the day. Share a song with SC#4, who stops by...much love, my love...for some DMC. She alwaus give Mama something to think about as she heads to her new Kingdom::wink, wink::( I pay attention;)Now I am trying to find a way to help MuzikLover...good night
Signed,
Another day in this wonderful life of mine while fighting a losing battle
SideBar: See there was sort of a "break up, not so break up" that happen about a month or so back between our foursome. We were together but not together kinda thing. "His girl had a girlfriend", which was my girlfriend. ..No Homo...but my bitches are always the cutest cuties...I miss here...anyway...Things seem to be one way but really weren't, kinda hard to explain but not so much...anyway...feelings got hurt because of some informed decisions. I tried to cushion the blows but got punched in the face cause I was in the way. I kept my mouth closed in hope that all would work out or they would part HAPPILY...
To be continued...
After training, left the office to find lunch to end up back the office to eat lunch in cafeteria. MuzikLover calls, which upsets da Gentleman...The beefin' about something now quite sure what the problem is. I wanna know, but I don't...ya know? Anywho, leave to head to the Bluff to wait until therapy session. At 3pm head to therapy, then back to the Bluff so that da Gentleman can head to the home of the Aristocrats to be an alumni. Its Monday and I get no mexican...this sucks...:pouting::Meanwhile, I download so Destiny's Child from back in the day. Share a song with SC#4, who stops by...much love, my love...for some DMC. She alwaus give Mama something to think about as she heads to her new Kingdom::wink, wink::( I pay attention;)Now I am trying to find a way to help MuzikLover...good night
Signed,
Another day in this wonderful life of mine while fighting a losing battle
Confessions of MuzikLover
Things are turning for the best. So MuzikLover confesses that he wants to be here and that he fucked up the first time I needed him and that he will be here this time and that he was sorry. I believe him. He has been tested on every side and now he can finally see the light peeking through the clouds. The compartment of my life where I want him to be, he fits...the question is am I willing to wait for him to get his life completely together. Idk...why do I have to wait?!? This weekend has truly been eye opening...let's see what this week brings...not only doesn't he have to prove it to me but to everyone on my support team...I would be his cheerleader... : )
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Here I Stand...Waiting on Reality
During my return to reality from my supposed weekend escape( I was suppose to visit South Memphis again, I went but had a very different outcome this time.) Anywho, MuzikLover, played Raheem DeVaughn's Love Behind the Melody and Usher's Here I Stand, while having DMCs(Deep Meaningful Conversations)about music, life, him, me, family, future dreams...the usual.He took me to my mother since I was out of commission cause of the ankle. (You never realize how much you use something until you can't.)He was absolutely wonderful since last week Wednesday, he even bought dinner over before he started his new shift today. So we listened to the CDs, which accounted for the bulk of the 2 1/2 hour drive/ride back. I didn't like the Usher CD during my first listen, now I have downloaded the entire album for 7 of the 16 tracks. Raheem is my friend already. When we listen to music, we listen to the lyrics, which creates more DMC. I enjoy our brief runs home and back. Even though him and I aren't we...its cool. I am just trying to avoid disaster and complication.
Before I started this blog...Part 2
03.15.09 @ 12:04am
It has been a while since my last entry. I can't believe how long its been. I realize that somethings will never change.Sweetheart is one of those things and it seems like the Hardest Working man in Nashville is wearing the same shoes. ChurchBoy has been a sweetheart lately that is something that I can get use too. Gentleman is a fast mover and new to this whole thing, especially since Tutts left me.
Just some random thoughts: the truth is when I close my eyes, I dream of you. The thought of you makes me smile. You take my breath away. You inspire me to better myself. Even though I am whole you complete me. I wrote a song for you but its untitled and has no words simply because there is no word or phrase that can describe you unless "ump" is a word. These are the feelings I already have for the love of my life even though we haven't met. I feel like everyone deserves to not only feel like this but have someone tell you that this is how they feel about you. When you read this I want you to think about the people you deal with on an intimate level and if this is not how you feel about them then try again. Life is not about who gave you the best nut and if you disagree then I pity you. The old folks say to live, laugh and love not hoe, cum and run...think about it. I laugh at people who choose money over love. Money don't care about you and it damn sure
won't keep you warm at night. I laugh at people who marry for money and wonder why it didn't work. Money is the true root of all evil so how can you base happiness off of it.Think about the next time you try to buy someone's affection. The best gift you can give is time, love, and understanding. The truth is that there are more love songs than fuck songs. The truth is if you have to change who you are or what you believe just to keep someone then they not worth having. The truth is if you are looking for the meaning of life, you won't find it in anything man made....just a few of my thoughts. April 19th@ 10:46pm
11:51am
I just want to be the customer. Its about time someone served me like I have been serving for all these years and in all these relationships. Is that so wrong. Hell naw cause I have went far beyond the call of duty or what you would ever do. You will never find another like me. Some may try but none will ever succeed. Please know there is only one me...don't be the next to miss out on this good thang. Maybe its suppose to be that way...just a thought.
Today is one of these days that make me wanna scream due to the fact that I don't have time::damn I just lost my fuckin thought. Damn
5/11 at 7:29pm
No non sense, no stress. I tell you about some folks. I can't get mad all I can do is laugh. Too funny...lmao...I don't wanna speak cause I am afraid of my reaction that will come from me.
05/22 at 9:16
What was I doing before you got here? Its so good that I can't remember and slick don't wanna go back to the before. I miss you and you have only been gone a few hours. I can't remember...familiarity is hard to get away from...familiar, convenience or real...love will find you.
It has been a while since my last entry. I can't believe how long its been. I realize that somethings will never change.Sweetheart is one of those things and it seems like the Hardest Working man in Nashville is wearing the same shoes. ChurchBoy has been a sweetheart lately that is something that I can get use too. Gentleman is a fast mover and new to this whole thing, especially since Tutts left me.
Just some random thoughts: the truth is when I close my eyes, I dream of you. The thought of you makes me smile. You take my breath away. You inspire me to better myself. Even though I am whole you complete me. I wrote a song for you but its untitled and has no words simply because there is no word or phrase that can describe you unless "ump" is a word. These are the feelings I already have for the love of my life even though we haven't met. I feel like everyone deserves to not only feel like this but have someone tell you that this is how they feel about you. When you read this I want you to think about the people you deal with on an intimate level and if this is not how you feel about them then try again. Life is not about who gave you the best nut and if you disagree then I pity you. The old folks say to live, laugh and love not hoe, cum and run...think about it. I laugh at people who choose money over love. Money don't care about you and it damn sure
won't keep you warm at night. I laugh at people who marry for money and wonder why it didn't work. Money is the true root of all evil so how can you base happiness off of it.Think about the next time you try to buy someone's affection. The best gift you can give is time, love, and understanding. The truth is that there are more love songs than fuck songs. The truth is if you have to change who you are or what you believe just to keep someone then they not worth having. The truth is if you are looking for the meaning of life, you won't find it in anything man made....just a few of my thoughts. April 19th@ 10:46pm
11:51am
I just want to be the customer. Its about time someone served me like I have been serving for all these years and in all these relationships. Is that so wrong. Hell naw cause I have went far beyond the call of duty or what you would ever do. You will never find another like me. Some may try but none will ever succeed. Please know there is only one me...don't be the next to miss out on this good thang. Maybe its suppose to be that way...just a thought.
Today is one of these days that make me wanna scream due to the fact that I don't have time::damn I just lost my fuckin thought. Damn
5/11 at 7:29pm
No non sense, no stress. I tell you about some folks. I can't get mad all I can do is laugh. Too funny...lmao...I don't wanna speak cause I am afraid of my reaction that will come from me.
05/22 at 9:16
What was I doing before you got here? Its so good that I can't remember and slick don't wanna go back to the before. I miss you and you have only been gone a few hours. I can't remember...familiarity is hard to get away from...familiar, convenience or real...love will find you.
Before I started this blog...
I was already "blogging" and didn't know it. My writing was my stress relief, a way I could say things that I really couldn't say. I was introduced to blogging by one of my siblingchild. I decided to add these entries, so here goes:
August 2, 2008 @ 2:03am
This shit is crazy. Why is it that niggas try to turn hoes into housewives, then get mad when the shit don't work. '' She don't have to be cute if she going? Wow!
Boredom is always with me. Why I wonder? No one can catch and keep my attention. Not the ones I try to give it to nor the ones who try to take it. I think it is so funny that someone would try to take my attention. However that is exactly what I need. Sweetheart has to go...there is no longer a need for him. My newest friend might just be the person to steal my attention at least from Sweetheat. However this school thing is a bit much for me right now. My newest friend, Hardest Working Man in Nashville might be the focus I need to finish this semester with a bang.
Graduation is a thought all in itself. I can see it now. I am not completely satisfied with myself but my plan B looks real good right now. I have to make it work for SC#1.
My SC#1...I just want to be a great guide for her. I want to show her the way to handle business and life. I know that I can't live it for her but I can try to shade her from careless mistake. Especially the ones I didn't make. I broke the generational cruse. If I can get her over that hump then all should be well. I must show her only through my faith did I succeed to where I am now.
August 3, 2008 @ 12:37am
It is so funny how words only seem to come only at night. I think it is so crazy. I am bored and trying to give my attention away. If only you knew how much I could do to you and for you...lol...
Can't understand normal thinking
August 4, 2008 @1:39 am
is how one guy describes women..I laughed and said that exactly what woman think of men...crazy huh...anyway...so this weekend has come and gone...little to no progress was made for me and mine. I have not tried any mind games but I think he is trying one on me.
I will pray again...maybe God is saying no for now...maybe later...IDK...I just want something I can call my own. Something made just for me by God cause the only thing that will last is something truly '' heaven sent'' I prefer God sent...lol...cause God is everywhere I am and not just in Heaven alone.
Brotherly relationships have been quite strange lately...me and my big mouth...and tough love...my mouth has always gotten my in for trouble than out and my tough love practices tend to hurt me more than the one who it intended for.
Out with the old and where is the new? IDK...OMG...Lol ::screaming:: is all I got to say...
August 5,2008 @ 1:29am
As we spoke today, a small flame inside of me began to grow . It warmed my starting to freeze again heart. It was crazy. Smiling for no reason...happy for no reason...all natural me is what you got today.
Then there is the Hardest working man in Nashville...someone other than my 2 or more knuckle headed brothers...I have way to many daddies...Rich Boy, Tutts, Muscle Man...
Muscle Man, 21 with the head of a born business man on his shoulders and a soul of a old man. I understand his thinking pattern but not of his matters at heart. I don't know whether to call him brother or friend. Never had a friend like him other than Army Man or BabyLove.
The world is like a mirror you see people in other peoples action that reflect something that you know that you have seen before.
12:38am on August 17, 2008
So since have started'' Project Get Over'' all over again today day 1. Yea, I thought about him and past events; however, I did not contact. No calls or texts, email or facebook.just thoughts...it's not over until God says it's over.I must scoot before I can crawl or walk. Thank you Lord for day 1! Forever, For Always, Just because...it is so true what they say...what goes around comes around. After I heard you say that it was your biggest fear. I thought deeper about the content of our conversation. You do what you do because you are spoil. Because you like the challenge of cleaning up your mess with less effort than it took to cause it. You wonder at what strength is the karma going to return? You wonder what will happen next? Who knows? Its easy to tell me no;however, its hard to tell yourself no.
August 2, 2008 @ 2:03am
This shit is crazy. Why is it that niggas try to turn hoes into housewives, then get mad when the shit don't work. '' She don't have to be cute if she going? Wow!
Boredom is always with me. Why I wonder? No one can catch and keep my attention. Not the ones I try to give it to nor the ones who try to take it. I think it is so funny that someone would try to take my attention. However that is exactly what I need. Sweetheart has to go...there is no longer a need for him. My newest friend might just be the person to steal my attention at least from Sweetheat. However this school thing is a bit much for me right now. My newest friend, Hardest Working Man in Nashville might be the focus I need to finish this semester with a bang.
Graduation is a thought all in itself. I can see it now. I am not completely satisfied with myself but my plan B looks real good right now. I have to make it work for SC#1.
My SC#1...I just want to be a great guide for her. I want to show her the way to handle business and life. I know that I can't live it for her but I can try to shade her from careless mistake. Especially the ones I didn't make. I broke the generational cruse. If I can get her over that hump then all should be well. I must show her only through my faith did I succeed to where I am now.
August 3, 2008 @ 12:37am
It is so funny how words only seem to come only at night. I think it is so crazy. I am bored and trying to give my attention away. If only you knew how much I could do to you and for you...lol...
Can't understand normal thinking
August 4, 2008 @1:39 am
is how one guy describes women..I laughed and said that exactly what woman think of men...crazy huh...anyway...so this weekend has come and gone...little to no progress was made for me and mine. I have not tried any mind games but I think he is trying one on me.
I will pray again...maybe God is saying no for now...maybe later...IDK...I just want something I can call my own. Something made just for me by God cause the only thing that will last is something truly '' heaven sent'' I prefer God sent...lol...cause God is everywhere I am and not just in Heaven alone.
Brotherly relationships have been quite strange lately...me and my big mouth...and tough love...my mouth has always gotten my in for trouble than out and my tough love practices tend to hurt me more than the one who it intended for.
Out with the old and where is the new? IDK...OMG...Lol ::screaming:: is all I got to say...
August 5,2008 @ 1:29am
As we spoke today, a small flame inside of me began to grow . It warmed my starting to freeze again heart. It was crazy. Smiling for no reason...happy for no reason...all natural me is what you got today.
Then there is the Hardest working man in Nashville...someone other than my 2 or more knuckle headed brothers...I have way to many daddies...Rich Boy, Tutts, Muscle Man...
Muscle Man, 21 with the head of a born business man on his shoulders and a soul of a old man. I understand his thinking pattern but not of his matters at heart. I don't know whether to call him brother or friend. Never had a friend like him other than Army Man or BabyLove.
The world is like a mirror you see people in other peoples action that reflect something that you know that you have seen before.
12:38am on August 17, 2008
So since have started'' Project Get Over'' all over again today day 1. Yea, I thought about him and past events; however, I did not contact. No calls or texts, email or facebook.just thoughts...it's not over until God says it's over.I must scoot before I can crawl or walk. Thank you Lord for day 1! Forever, For Always, Just because...it is so true what they say...what goes around comes around. After I heard you say that it was your biggest fear. I thought deeper about the content of our conversation. You do what you do because you are spoil. Because you like the challenge of cleaning up your mess with less effort than it took to cause it. You wonder at what strength is the karma going to return? You wonder what will happen next? Who knows? Its easy to tell me no;however, its hard to tell yourself no.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Never felt this way
There will never come a day
You'd ever hear me say
That I want and need to be without you
I want to give my all
Baby just hold me, simply control me
Cause your arms, they keep away the lonelies
When I look into your eyes
Then I realize
That all I need is you in my life
All I need is you in my life
Chorus:
Cause I've never felt this way about lovin'
Never felt so good
Never felt this way about lovin'
It feels so good
How it takes my breath
Starts a pounding in my chest
Make me weak, when I think about you
Makes me want to give my all
Life wouldn't mean a thing
Not a happy song to sing
Just emptiness if I had to live without you
When I look into your eyes
Then I realize
That all I need is you in my life
All I need is you in my life
You'd ever hear me say
That I want and need to be without you
I want to give my all
Baby just hold me, simply control me
Cause your arms, they keep away the lonelies
When I look into your eyes
Then I realize
That all I need is you in my life
All I need is you in my life
Chorus:
Cause I've never felt this way about lovin'
Never felt so good
Never felt this way about lovin'
It feels so good
How it takes my breath
Starts a pounding in my chest
Make me weak, when I think about you
Makes me want to give my all
Life wouldn't mean a thing
Not a happy song to sing
Just emptiness if I had to live without you
When I look into your eyes
Then I realize
That all I need is you in my life
All I need is you in my life
Unbearable
Mama: I just want to say that my heart hurts...I give up...I've given up...
SiblingChild: What? Why? Who hurt you?
Mama: Everyone
SiblingChild: Who? What happen?
Mama:The whole team...the entire team...so I've given up sports...the sport...of love
SiblingChild: I don't understand...
Mama: Me either...I quit!
Signed,
Defeated
SiblingChild: What? Why? Who hurt you?
Mama: Everyone
SiblingChild: Who? What happen?
Mama:The whole team...the entire team...so I've given up sports...the sport...of love
SiblingChild: I don't understand...
Mama: Me either...I quit!
Signed,
Defeated
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Saving All My Love for You
A few stolen moments is all that we share
You've got your family, and they need you there
Though I've tried to resist, being last on your list
But no other man's gonna do
So I'm saving all my love for you
It's not very easy, living all alone
My friends try and tell me, find a man of my own
But each time I try, I just break down and cry
Cause I'd rather be home feeling blue
So I'm saving all my love for you
You used to tell me we'd run away together
Love gives you the right to be free
You said be patient, just wait a little longer
But that's just an old fantasy
I've got to get ready, just a few minutes more
Gonna get that old feeling when you walk through that door
Cause tonight is the night, for feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So I'm saving all my love
Yes I'm saving all my love
Yes I'm saving all my love for you
No other woman, is gonna love you more
Cause tonight is the night, that I'm feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So I'm saving all my love
Yeah I'm saving all my lovin
Yes I'm saving all my love for you
For you, for you
This music teacher sung this song this morning on the Steve Harvey Mornning Show and blew it out the park. I had to find the lyrics cause its been in my head all morning.
Signed,
Still Humming this tune
You've got your family, and they need you there
Though I've tried to resist, being last on your list
But no other man's gonna do
So I'm saving all my love for you
It's not very easy, living all alone
My friends try and tell me, find a man of my own
But each time I try, I just break down and cry
Cause I'd rather be home feeling blue
So I'm saving all my love for you
You used to tell me we'd run away together
Love gives you the right to be free
You said be patient, just wait a little longer
But that's just an old fantasy
I've got to get ready, just a few minutes more
Gonna get that old feeling when you walk through that door
Cause tonight is the night, for feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So I'm saving all my love
Yes I'm saving all my love
Yes I'm saving all my love for you
No other woman, is gonna love you more
Cause tonight is the night, that I'm feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So I'm saving all my love
Yeah I'm saving all my lovin
Yes I'm saving all my love for you
For you, for you
This music teacher sung this song this morning on the Steve Harvey Mornning Show and blew it out the park. I had to find the lyrics cause its been in my head all morning.
Signed,
Still Humming this tune
Monday, August 10, 2009
My Child...
It is so true, Lauryn said it best…it could all be so simple, but we rather make it hard...There are always unexpected opportunities in life…chances of a lifetime and it’s up to you not to fuck’em up...I am still trying to figure out if this is one of those opportunity...
…One of my siblingchildren once said… “...wishing you were here,but you're not, you're there and there doesn't know how lucky it is…" I thought I knew exactly what she meant then but I truly understand now...
Signed by
- Hating the Tennessee River and I-40
…One of my siblingchildren once said… “...wishing you were here,but you're not, you're there and there doesn't know how lucky it is…" I thought I knew exactly what she meant then but I truly understand now...
Signed by
- Hating the Tennessee River and I-40
Green Eyes
Erykah will see me through this one..My eyes are green because I eat a lot of vegetables, it has nothing to do with your new "friend" I dont care, I swear. I know my love will never be the same, but I cant stand these growing pains...MusicChild has one hundred and one friends that can occupy his time. I know that I am more than enough friend to handle him and a team of 5 more, yet I try to give all my time to MusicChild. Too Much, Too Soon covered me from head to toe…Why do I have to be so good?
I regret…
I regret stopping by familiarity
…speaking out of courteously
…allowing you to meet the family
…inviting you into my life, my home, my comfort zone, my heart and me
…giving you opportunity to share my dreams
…placing you on this pedestal
…thinking that you were the answer to the prayer I stop praying
…it all. Damn. I regret.
…trying not to regret
…trying to forget what it was like before you
…I regret, regretting.
This will be a good one for the book. Never had a regret before. You were the thing that made me regret the one before you. Hopefully the thing after you will make me FORGET you, instead of REGRET you.
Glad I love me more,
Bri
…speaking out of courteously
…allowing you to meet the family
…inviting you into my life, my home, my comfort zone, my heart and me
…giving you opportunity to share my dreams
…placing you on this pedestal
…thinking that you were the answer to the prayer I stop praying
…it all. Damn. I regret.
…trying not to regret
…trying to forget what it was like before you
…I regret, regretting.
This will be a good one for the book. Never had a regret before. You were the thing that made me regret the one before you. Hopefully the thing after you will make me FORGET you, instead of REGRET you.
Glad I love me more,
Bri
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Can these all work together?
There are three kinds of people in the world: those who make things happen, those who watch things happen, and those who wonder what happened......Never give up on anything you're willing to FIGHT for. God's greatest gift to us is the love of FAMILY.
Faith, Family, and Friends....Have faith in God! Love your family! and Choose your friends wisely! And then, "Put your hand in the hand of the Man who stills the waters ..... Put your hand in the hand of the Man who calms the sea."
Faith, Family, and Friends....Have faith in God! Love your family! and Choose your friends wisely! And then, "Put your hand in the hand of the Man who stills the waters ..... Put your hand in the hand of the Man who calms the sea."
ROADTRIP
It is so funny how my life is like riding in a car. Let’s just name the car LadyBug! It works for me. Any who, so in order to ride it a car it must be moving, meaning, there is a driver, maybe a passenger or 2. Most times I am the driver; this means that I decide where I am going and which way to get there. ROADTRIP of My Life
Personally, I love to drive. I believe that I can drive just about anything. If someone says ROADTRIP, I am all for it. The ROADTRIP of My Life is quite different. I am still the driver but I have this very influential GPS device called GOD, which redirects/reroutes me when I seem to lose my way OR act like I know where I am going and really don’t. Sometimes, He allows me to get lost so that I can see things that I wouldn’t normally see.
Personally, I love to drive. I believe that I can drive just about anything. If someone says ROADTRIP, I am all for it. The ROADTRIP of My Life is quite different. I am still the driver but I have this very influential GPS device called GOD, which redirects/reroutes me when I seem to lose my way OR act like I know where I am going and really don’t. Sometimes, He allows me to get lost so that I can see things that I wouldn’t normally see.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Life prep
Sabrina Is making preparation for Life...academically, professionally, personally, spiritually, emotionally, financially, physically and in every other way, not in any particular order. This is going to be a day!
Monday, August 3, 2009
Glimpses and Episode
So I finally realized that I am star in my very own reality show called Living in the wonderful life of SAK. I sometimes am a guest star in other reality shows. I am privledged to see glimpses and previews of episodes to the reality shows of other. This one series that I would say that I am a regular guest star actually had a preview show this weekend. I was asked to be a permanent star several times before but no contact was drawn. I was provided glimpses into the plot of the upcoming episodes. I liked what I saw; however, I am still confused to why this show makes my show seem like a "spin off" when in facts it's the spin off. My show was not only the pilot but has a life time contract. Anywho...a few characters from my reality show have chosen to remove themselves in the upcoming Fall series. I even had some Summer guest that I thought would make the permanent staff but reviews of my show showed differently. Some guest from other shows of my life have been brought back in to the limelight by my request, while some guest are still seeking request to be "extras" on my show. HINT: this is my show and GOD is the creator. I am the exective director, producer. This is my show. Get with it or get gone. More to come...please check the local listings for my exclusive channel coming soon
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