It’s a Beautiful Day
Life is a journey,
Not a destination,
There are no mistakes,
Just chances we’ve taken
Lay down your regrets cause all we have is now
Wake up in the morning
And get out of bed
Start making a mental list in my head
Of all of the things that I am grateful for
Early in the morning
It’s the dawn of a new day
New hopes new dreams new ways
I open up my eyes and
I open up my mind and
I wonder how life will surprise me today
Early in the morning
It’s the dawn of a new day
New hopes new dreams new ways
I open up my heart and
I’m gon’ do my part and
Make this a positively beautiful day
It’s a Beautiful Day
It’s a Beautiful Day
It’s a Beautiful Day
Life is a challenge not a competition
You can still smell the roses and be on a mission
Just take a moment to get in touch with your heart
Sometimes you feel like you’ve got something to prove
Remind yourself that there’s only one you
Just take a moment to give thanks of who you are
Early in the morning
It’s the dawn of a new day
New hopes, new dreams, new ways
I open up my eyes and
I open up my mind and
I wonder how life will surprise me today
Early in the morning
It’s the dawn of a new day
New hopes, new dreams, new ways
I open up my heart and
I’m gon’ do my part and
Make this a positively beautiful day
It’s a Beautiful Day
It’s a Beautiful Day
Let’s make this a wonderful
Let’s make this a powerful
Let’s make this a Beautiful Day
It’s a Beautiful Day
Life is a journey,
Not a destination,
There are no mistakes,
Just chances we’ve taken
Lay down your regrets cause all we have is now
Friday, March 19, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Long GoodBye
Now after the events have occurred, it's time to say goodbye...a "Long Goodbye" at that...It's been fun, but I have to now let go. Someone once said that the summer offers a luxury that the fall can not afford (or something like that)...this is so true. Same goes for the Winter loves that don't last because of the Spring flings. Just in case that fits your situation, this should too...You can make it a Long GoodBye and Blame It On Me as long as we say goodbye...Can't continue to play your fool...Holla
Long GoodBye
Mmhmmmm.....
I say I love you
You say that's kind
You don't wanna get too close
You loved me crazy
I lost my mind
Listen...
You're everything I never wanted
And all the things I didn't need
This ain't who I wanna be
You don't have to stay forever
I'll take passion over pride
Full moon, high tide
Let's make it a long goodbye
Tomorrow we'll pick up the pieces
Try to mend our broken lives
Soft kiss, sweet lies
Let's make it a long goodbye
Yeah...
I cried in silence
I lived through you
I've given everything away
And maybe I can learn to fall
For someone who can give me all
The things I"m not afraid to lose
Whenever you see lonely faces
That's where I'll be
Don't cry for me, no no no no
Don't cry for me, don't cry for me yeah yeahhhh
Hey, don't cry for me, no no no
I'm gonna be okay
Long GoodBye
Mmhmmmm.....
I say I love you
You say that's kind
You don't wanna get too close
You loved me crazy
I lost my mind
Listen...
You're everything I never wanted
And all the things I didn't need
This ain't who I wanna be
You don't have to stay forever
I'll take passion over pride
Full moon, high tide
Let's make it a long goodbye
Tomorrow we'll pick up the pieces
Try to mend our broken lives
Soft kiss, sweet lies
Let's make it a long goodbye
Yeah...
I cried in silence
I lived through you
I've given everything away
And maybe I can learn to fall
For someone who can give me all
The things I"m not afraid to lose
Whenever you see lonely faces
That's where I'll be
Don't cry for me, no no no no
Don't cry for me, don't cry for me yeah yeahhhh
Hey, don't cry for me, no no no
I'm gonna be okay
This Too Shall Pass by India.Arie
This song could not be more appropriate for all the events, incidents, accidents and occurrences from the last 6 months...I am so glad that "This Too Shall Pass"...Enjoy
I achieved so much in life
But I’m an amateur in love
My bank account is doing just fine
But my emotions are bankrupt
My body is nice and strong
But my heart is in a million pieces
When the sun is shining so am I
But when the night falls so does my tears
Sometimes the beatings so loud in my heart
That I can barely tell our voices apart
Sometimes the fear is so loud in my head
That I can barely hear what God says
Then I hear a whisper that this too shall pass
I hear the angel’s whisper that this too shall pass
My ancestors whisper that this day one day will be the past
So I walk in faith that this too shall pass
The one that loved me the most
Turned around and hurt me the worse
I’m doing my best to move on
But the pain just keeps singing me songs
My head and my heart are at war
Cause love ain't happening the way I wanted
Feel like I’m about to break down
Can’t hear the light at the end of the tunnel
So I pray for healing in my heart
To be put back together what is torn apart
And I pray for quiet in my head
That I can hear clearly what God says
Then I hear the whisper that this too shall pass
I hear the Angels whisper that this too shall pass
My ancestors whisper that this day will one day be the past
So I walk in faith that this too shall pass
All of sudden I realize
That it only hurts worse to fight it
So I embrace my shadow
And hold on to the morning light
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
I hear the angels whisper
that trouble don't have to last always
I hear the angels whisper
Even the day after tomorrow will one day be yesterday.
I hear my angels whisper.
I hear my angels whisper.
This too shall pass.
I achieved so much in life
But I’m an amateur in love
My bank account is doing just fine
But my emotions are bankrupt
My body is nice and strong
But my heart is in a million pieces
When the sun is shining so am I
But when the night falls so does my tears
Sometimes the beatings so loud in my heart
That I can barely tell our voices apart
Sometimes the fear is so loud in my head
That I can barely hear what God says
Then I hear a whisper that this too shall pass
I hear the angel’s whisper that this too shall pass
My ancestors whisper that this day one day will be the past
So I walk in faith that this too shall pass
The one that loved me the most
Turned around and hurt me the worse
I’m doing my best to move on
But the pain just keeps singing me songs
My head and my heart are at war
Cause love ain't happening the way I wanted
Feel like I’m about to break down
Can’t hear the light at the end of the tunnel
So I pray for healing in my heart
To be put back together what is torn apart
And I pray for quiet in my head
That I can hear clearly what God says
Then I hear the whisper that this too shall pass
I hear the Angels whisper that this too shall pass
My ancestors whisper that this day will one day be the past
So I walk in faith that this too shall pass
All of sudden I realize
That it only hurts worse to fight it
So I embrace my shadow
And hold on to the morning light
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
This Too Shall Pass
I hear the angels whisper
that trouble don't have to last always
I hear the angels whisper
Even the day after tomorrow will one day be yesterday.
I hear my angels whisper.
I hear my angels whisper.
This too shall pass.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Learning...
The different between school and life is that in school, you are taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you are given a test that teaches you a lesson.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Resentment
Resentment"
I wish I could believe you then I'll be alright
But now everything you told me really don't apply
To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you have multiplied
And it's all because you lied
[Chorus:]
I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment
Just can't seem to get over the way you hurt me
Don't know how you gave another who didn't mean a thing, no
The very thing you gave to me
I thought I could forgive you and I know you've changed
As much as I wanna trust you I know it ain't the same
And it's all because you lied
[Chorus:]
I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment
I may never understand why
I'm doing the best that I can and I
I tried and I tried to forget this
I'm much too full of resentment
I'll always remember feeling like I was no good
Like I couldn't do it for you like your mistress could
And it's all because you lied
[Bridge:]
Loved you more than ever
More than my own life
The best part of me I gave you
It was sacrificed
And it's all because you lied
[Chorus:]
I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I tried and I tried to forget this
But I'm too damn full of resentment
I know she was attractive but I was here first
Been ridin' with you for six years why did I deserve
To be treated this way by you, you
I know your probably thinking what's up with Bee
I been crying for too long what did you do to me
I used to be so strong but now you took my soul
I'm crying cant stop crying cant stop crying
You could of told me that you wasn't happy
I know you didn't wanna hurt me
But look what you done-done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes and see she's had half of me
How could you lie
--It may have only been 6 months and not 6 years. I am still trying to work pass some things that have taken place. I don't want to be full of resentment...Praying everyday for some relief...this may take a while. It's not that I am holding on to it. The shit hurt just that bad.I'm sorry.
I wish I could believe you then I'll be alright
But now everything you told me really don't apply
To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you have multiplied
And it's all because you lied
[Chorus:]
I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment
Just can't seem to get over the way you hurt me
Don't know how you gave another who didn't mean a thing, no
The very thing you gave to me
I thought I could forgive you and I know you've changed
As much as I wanna trust you I know it ain't the same
And it's all because you lied
[Chorus:]
I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment
I may never understand why
I'm doing the best that I can and I
I tried and I tried to forget this
I'm much too full of resentment
I'll always remember feeling like I was no good
Like I couldn't do it for you like your mistress could
And it's all because you lied
[Bridge:]
Loved you more than ever
More than my own life
The best part of me I gave you
It was sacrificed
And it's all because you lied
[Chorus:]
I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I tried and I tried to forget this
But I'm too damn full of resentment
I know she was attractive but I was here first
Been ridin' with you for six years why did I deserve
To be treated this way by you, you
I know your probably thinking what's up with Bee
I been crying for too long what did you do to me
I used to be so strong but now you took my soul
I'm crying cant stop crying cant stop crying
You could of told me that you wasn't happy
I know you didn't wanna hurt me
But look what you done-done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes and see she's had half of me
How could you lie
--It may have only been 6 months and not 6 years. I am still trying to work pass some things that have taken place. I don't want to be full of resentment...Praying everyday for some relief...this may take a while. It's not that I am holding on to it. The shit hurt just that bad.I'm sorry.
The Type of Love I'm Looking For...My Feelngs
Rev. Run once said, " Any dude can love 1000 girls, but it takes a gentlemen to love 1 woman 100 ways." Also, "Girls want to look perfect for a bunch of guys, a woman wants to look beautiful for 1 man."
I was to be at peace with everyone and everything so that everything and everyone will be at peace with me. I want to gain the courage to let someone love me.
I want to feel important. I want to cuddle at the appropriate times. I want to feel secure, safe and special. I want to be sincerely happy…If I am happy, you win. I want respect. I was a true reality, instead of a misleading dream. Just tell me the truth. I will respect you a whole lot more. I want to laugh. I want someone that will listen to me and actually respond with advice, help and support…even when I go on and on and on! I know that I am a little spoil…just accept it. Besides if I am as spoiled as you think I am, I will spoil my RIGHT man. I want a friend. I want to kick it…go to the park, mall, happy hour, the fun stuff, we can even watch ESPN, time is time. I want a nice guy that notices my effort and appreciates it and says so. I want to be appreciated. I want not to be taken for granted, if I give a lot and you are happy…please act as such.
Someone once told me if you like someone, let them know... if you love someone, let it show... don't hide those feelings, let yourself go…
I was to be at peace with everyone and everything so that everything and everyone will be at peace with me. I want to gain the courage to let someone love me.
I want to feel important. I want to cuddle at the appropriate times. I want to feel secure, safe and special. I want to be sincerely happy…If I am happy, you win. I want respect. I was a true reality, instead of a misleading dream. Just tell me the truth. I will respect you a whole lot more. I want to laugh. I want someone that will listen to me and actually respond with advice, help and support…even when I go on and on and on! I know that I am a little spoil…just accept it. Besides if I am as spoiled as you think I am, I will spoil my RIGHT man. I want a friend. I want to kick it…go to the park, mall, happy hour, the fun stuff, we can even watch ESPN, time is time. I want a nice guy that notices my effort and appreciates it and says so. I want to be appreciated. I want not to be taken for granted, if I give a lot and you are happy…please act as such.
Someone once told me if you like someone, let them know... if you love someone, let it show... don't hide those feelings, let yourself go…
My Everything by Monica
"My Everything" by Monica
I Ain't Never Had Nothing Quite Like This
And Can't Believe A Girl Done Made A Come Up Like This
Ain't Never Been In Love Like This Before
I Ain't Never Seen A Ring Shine Like This
I Ain't Never Had Nobody Fit Me Like This
I Can't Believe That All Of This Is Happenin To Me
If I'm Dreamin Let Me Sleep
Boy You
You Got My Back And Baby I Got Yours, You
You Got That Lovin That I Would Die For
Boy I've Been Waitin All This Time
And Livin With Nothing
But Now I Got
Now I Got Everything
I Got A Good Man
I'm Makin Weddin Plans Yeah
The One I Took Home To Mom And Dad
He Stole My Heart
Now I Got Everything
Someone Who Dont Cheat
Somebody Who Won't Leave Me Lonely
Even Though It Took A Lifetime To Get Here
Now I Finally
I Got Everything Its You
Never Had No One Go Half On A Baby
Someone To Do It Like I Like, Can Serve Me Daily
No One Ever Love Me Like This Before
I Never Had A House Feel Like A Home
I Never Had A Man That Was Full Grown (Like You)
Baby What'd I Do To Deserve You
I May Never Know
But I Know I Got You
You Got My Back And Baby I Got Yours, You
You Got That Lovin That I Would Die For
Boy I've Been Waitin All This Time
And Livin With Nothing
But Now I Got You
Now I Got Everything
I Got A Good Man
I'm Makin Weddin Plans Yeah
The One I Took Home To Mom And Dad
He Stole My Heart
Now I Got Everything
Someone Who Dont Cheat
Somebody Who Won't Leave Me Lonely
Even Though It Took A Lifetime To Get Here
Now I Finally See
I Got Everything Its You
Now That I Got You
I Never Wnana Lose You
I Love Everything You Do
Don't Wanna Live Without You
Just What I've Been Missin
All This Love I'm Givin
I Wouldnt Trade It For Nothin
My Everything Is You
Now I Got Everything
I Got A Good Man
I'm Makin Weddin Plans Yeah
The One I Took Home To Mom And Dad
He Stole My Heart
Now I Got Everything
Someone Who Dont Cheat
Somebody Who Won't Leave Me Lonely
Even Though It Took A Lifetime To Get Here
Now I Finally
I Got Everything Its You
--To the Silly by Denise Williams music--
I wanna feel like this about somebody some day...
I Ain't Never Had Nothing Quite Like This
And Can't Believe A Girl Done Made A Come Up Like This
Ain't Never Been In Love Like This Before
I Ain't Never Seen A Ring Shine Like This
I Ain't Never Had Nobody Fit Me Like This
I Can't Believe That All Of This Is Happenin To Me
If I'm Dreamin Let Me Sleep
Boy You
You Got My Back And Baby I Got Yours, You
You Got That Lovin That I Would Die For
Boy I've Been Waitin All This Time
And Livin With Nothing
But Now I Got
Now I Got Everything
I Got A Good Man
I'm Makin Weddin Plans Yeah
The One I Took Home To Mom And Dad
He Stole My Heart
Now I Got Everything
Someone Who Dont Cheat
Somebody Who Won't Leave Me Lonely
Even Though It Took A Lifetime To Get Here
Now I Finally
I Got Everything Its You
Never Had No One Go Half On A Baby
Someone To Do It Like I Like, Can Serve Me Daily
No One Ever Love Me Like This Before
I Never Had A House Feel Like A Home
I Never Had A Man That Was Full Grown (Like You)
Baby What'd I Do To Deserve You
I May Never Know
But I Know I Got You
You Got My Back And Baby I Got Yours, You
You Got That Lovin That I Would Die For
Boy I've Been Waitin All This Time
And Livin With Nothing
But Now I Got You
Now I Got Everything
I Got A Good Man
I'm Makin Weddin Plans Yeah
The One I Took Home To Mom And Dad
He Stole My Heart
Now I Got Everything
Someone Who Dont Cheat
Somebody Who Won't Leave Me Lonely
Even Though It Took A Lifetime To Get Here
Now I Finally See
I Got Everything Its You
Now That I Got You
I Never Wnana Lose You
I Love Everything You Do
Don't Wanna Live Without You
Just What I've Been Missin
All This Love I'm Givin
I Wouldnt Trade It For Nothin
My Everything Is You
Now I Got Everything
I Got A Good Man
I'm Makin Weddin Plans Yeah
The One I Took Home To Mom And Dad
He Stole My Heart
Now I Got Everything
Someone Who Dont Cheat
Somebody Who Won't Leave Me Lonely
Even Though It Took A Lifetime To Get Here
Now I Finally
I Got Everything Its You
--To the Silly by Denise Williams music--
I wanna feel like this about somebody some day...
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Monthly Love Horoscope (Jan)
You know better than anybody that the realm of fantasy is a pretty powerful place. After all, what you imagine can become reality far more easily than what you can't imagine! But don't get too carried away on the 1st. Fantasize about what you'd like to see happen in your love life this year. But don't get so stuck in fantasy that you miss what's right in front of you, in reality. If a problem comes up between you two (again) on the 5th, make sure you resolve it before you move on (again), if you don't want to have to deal with this again (again). Your boss is getting on your nerves on the 10th. Don't take it out on your sweetie. Daydreaming will be particularly powerful on the 15th. And your fantasy partner might well just materialize on the 18th and 19th. Is that a love letter tucked into that bouquet of roses that arrived on your desk on the 23rd? Well, well! You do have a way with hearts, don't you! There's a lot more romance in store on the 28th. Don't worry on the 31st about things you can't figure out yet.
I am not a believer of horoscopes but I did find this quite interesting.We will see what happens this month.
I am not a believer of horoscopes but I did find this quite interesting.We will see what happens this month.
Love, Romance, and Relationship Horoscope for Pisces 2010
Pisces Outlook for Year 2010 Romantic
Pisces has such a "sweetness and light" reputation when it comes to love and romance that you'd think they would be popular and sought-after mates all the time. Saturn's passage through your Partnership House during the last couple of years has been a challenging time that way; it may have been harder than usual to get a date, or (more likely) you may have had difficulty getting a long-term relationship to run properly. Thankfully, that process has ended now, and the less-than-rewarding times you've been through should prove to have simply cleaned the slate and made room for new romantic fulfillment!
If you are looking for new romance, there are two times in the next year where if you lay out the bait, you'll catch some attention. The first is January and February, when you will be in the spotlight among potential paramours. With little or no extra effort on your part, you'll simply be getting more attention. With a little assistance from you, that attention can be developed into the fire you're looking for! Secondly, May and June are a promising time for romantic pursuits.
If you are in a committed relationship, the challenges of the last couple of years may have shaken the foundations more than either of you are comfortable with. April through July will bring old issues into focus, but will also give you the opportunity to do some (possibly much-needed) repair work. Finally, August and September will give you the chance to test those repairs and to get it all running again as smoothly as you want. Enjoy it -- you've earned the good times to come
Pisces has such a "sweetness and light" reputation when it comes to love and romance that you'd think they would be popular and sought-after mates all the time. Saturn's passage through your Partnership House during the last couple of years has been a challenging time that way; it may have been harder than usual to get a date, or (more likely) you may have had difficulty getting a long-term relationship to run properly. Thankfully, that process has ended now, and the less-than-rewarding times you've been through should prove to have simply cleaned the slate and made room for new romantic fulfillment!
If you are looking for new romance, there are two times in the next year where if you lay out the bait, you'll catch some attention. The first is January and February, when you will be in the spotlight among potential paramours. With little or no extra effort on your part, you'll simply be getting more attention. With a little assistance from you, that attention can be developed into the fire you're looking for! Secondly, May and June are a promising time for romantic pursuits.
If you are in a committed relationship, the challenges of the last couple of years may have shaken the foundations more than either of you are comfortable with. April through July will bring old issues into focus, but will also give you the opportunity to do some (possibly much-needed) repair work. Finally, August and September will give you the chance to test those repairs and to get it all running again as smoothly as you want. Enjoy it -- you've earned the good times to come
It Kills Me by Melanie Fiona
Oh yeah
I've got trouble with my friends
Trouble in my life
Problems when you don't come home at night
But when you do
You always start a fight
But I can't be alone
I need you to come on home
I know you messin around
But who da hell else is gonna hold me down
Oooh I gotta bo out my mind
To think it's gonna work this time
A part of me wants to leave
But the other side
Still believes
And it kills me
To know how much I really love you
So much I wanna hoo hoo hooo
To you hoo hoo
Should I grab his cell
Call this chick up
Start some shhh
And then hang up
Or should I be a lady
Ooh maybe cause I wanna have his baby
Ooh yea I don't wanna be alone
I don't need to be on my own
But I love this man
But some things
I just can't stand
Ooh I gotta be out my mind
To think it's gonna work this time
A part of me wants to leave
But the other side still believes
And it kills me
To know how much I really love you
So much I wanna hoo hoo hoo
To you hoo hoo
Should I play him back
To see how he'll react ooo
To see if he'll react to my love
My love
Ooh I gotta be out my mind
To think it's gonna work this time
A part of me wants to leave
But the other side still believes
And it kills me
To know how much I really love you
So much I wana hoo hoo hoo
To you hoo hoo
Ooh and it kills me
To know how much I really love you
So much I wana hoo hoo hoo
To you hoo hoo
Damn this song read volumes into my deepest thoughts. Glad to know that another real woman shares my thoughts and feelings. And someone said that real music is shot to hell. I know it kills me too. Glad I heard this song before I caught a case...so serious...
I've got trouble with my friends
Trouble in my life
Problems when you don't come home at night
But when you do
You always start a fight
But I can't be alone
I need you to come on home
I know you messin around
But who da hell else is gonna hold me down
Oooh I gotta bo out my mind
To think it's gonna work this time
A part of me wants to leave
But the other side
Still believes
And it kills me
To know how much I really love you
So much I wanna hoo hoo hooo
To you hoo hoo
Should I grab his cell
Call this chick up
Start some shhh
And then hang up
Or should I be a lady
Ooh maybe cause I wanna have his baby
Ooh yea I don't wanna be alone
I don't need to be on my own
But I love this man
But some things
I just can't stand
Ooh I gotta be out my mind
To think it's gonna work this time
A part of me wants to leave
But the other side still believes
And it kills me
To know how much I really love you
So much I wanna hoo hoo hoo
To you hoo hoo
Should I play him back
To see how he'll react ooo
To see if he'll react to my love
My love
Ooh I gotta be out my mind
To think it's gonna work this time
A part of me wants to leave
But the other side still believes
And it kills me
To know how much I really love you
So much I wana hoo hoo hoo
To you hoo hoo
Ooh and it kills me
To know how much I really love you
So much I wana hoo hoo hoo
To you hoo hoo
Damn this song read volumes into my deepest thoughts. Glad to know that another real woman shares my thoughts and feelings. And someone said that real music is shot to hell. I know it kills me too. Glad I heard this song before I caught a case...so serious...
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