Funny feeling

It sure is funny how all of a sudden feelings change. Do I laugh to keep from crying? Or is it that I am tired of crying?

Pretty Wings

Pretty Wings
By: Maxwell

Time will bring a well end of our trial
One day there'll be no remnants, no trace,
No residual feelings within you
One day you won't remember me.

Your face will be the reason I smile
But I will not see what I cannot have forever
I'll always love you.
I hope you feel the same.

Oh, you played me dirty, your game was so bad
You toyed with my affection
Had to fill out my prescription for the remedy
I had to set you free.

Away from me
To see clearly
The way that love can be
when you are not with me
I had to lead
I had to live
I had to leave
I had to love

If I can't have you
Let love set you free
To fly your pretty wings around.

Pretty wings, your pretty wings, your
Pretty wings. Pretty wings around.

I came wrong you were right
Transformed your love into like.
Baby believe me, I'm sorry I told you lies.
I turned day into night
Sleep till I die a thousand times
Ah, I should've showed you
Better nights, better times
Better days, and I miss you more and more

If I can't have you
Let love set you free
To fly your pretty wings around.

Pretty wings, your pretty wings, your
Pretty wings. Pretty wings around.

Pretty wings, your pretty wings, your
Pretty wings. Pretty wings around.

Yes, I know...Yes, I am

Yes, I know that it could all be so simple but we rather make it hard. No I am nor have I been looking for a relationship but the tendencies of one fell in my lap or should I say I ran up on one. I thought that the last one was a beast but this one seems to have disappointed me even more. I am not sure what my expectations were for this one but I had none for the last and still ended up angry of the departure. This one hasn't even started and I am kinda rethinking where this one is going. If it is traveling at all.
Yes, I am very serious when it comes to me and my time. Please believe and know that it is a privilege to have the time of your truly because be have fought and damn near killed for it. You have realized just how much of a timeless treasure I am. The moment after that you realized just how serious I am about who I am and what I stand for.
Yes, I saw all the qualities that I would love to have in a mate. I am not trying to get married in the next few years unless that is apart of God's plan for me.

Golden

Chrisette Michele - Golden lyrics

Artist: Chrisette Michele lyrics
Album: I Am
Year: 2007
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Lyrics to Golden :
Take me back in the day when loving was pure
Love ain't going away, love is always secure
Life's not always perfect but love's always forever
Lets let true love connect lets try lasting forever

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my all
I'm so ready to give til' the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman can possibly be
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

Be the man of my dreams and get down on one knee, Love
Say you'll be all I need and then ask me to marry you, my love
Lets take two golden bands and lets walk down the isle, Love
I'll say I do and you'll say I do, make a golden commitment, oh

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my whole all
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be, yes I will
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

Let's last forever (let's last forever)
No typical american shady love
Let's stay together (let's stay together)
Pray God smile upon ours

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my whole all
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be, yes I will
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my whole all
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

Golden
Golden
oh oh my
Golden
Golden love
Cause commitment is golden
Mmm mmm

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Gibberish

Take me as I am. I do not feel like I should have to changed or be changed Or at least I don’t want to be changed into what you think I should be. I have some things that I would like to change on my own but for the most part I like who and what I am. So take me as I am.
You didn’t want this, me, a relationship, and all that came with being with me before but now I am the thing that you need to be completed. You want me to be there when you cry, mad, sad or whatever. You need me to be the thing that I needed you to be.
Its too late now?!? Or is it? I swear that if I could make the perfect one for me, I now have all the components.
God-fearing. Family Oriented. Educated. Well- Mannered. Hard Working. Goal Driven. Caring. Stable. Trustworthy.
Bonus: Musically Inclined!
He might not be 100% of what I want but I will take 90% of either.
Priorities in Line, Looks and Dress in Line,
I refused to hinder myself because of the issues of another. Neither do I want to be a hindrance to another.
I am a priority to myself and I would like to be one to another.
Timeless treasure: My Heart and I!
Clearly, you didn’t realize what you had until your time was up. Now I am someone else’s treasure. My Heart and feelings are clearly somewhere else, right? Right!?! I want to say sorry but I can’t because I wanted you to hurt and see me doing well so that you would know how I felt. Just being truthful…never would have thought it would be so brutal.
I am not too good at my own matters of the heart! I didn’t realize that I would feel the way I felt when I saw you again. The anger, attitude, happiness, etc. came rushing back to before things started to go bad. I missed you and I know that you missed me too. All that you didn’t say, said exactly what you were feeling. I guess it is true that what’s understood does not have to be explained…well in this case! Now what? Where do I go from here? Or should I ask where do we go from here? Now I have to go back and think and find where I am.

SideBar: My biggest fear is being unstable. I have to be and fell secure and all time. Be it mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally, and financially. It takes hard work to be stable and if I can do it on my own then why do I need you. NOTE: If you take off add pressures that is a bonus. If you add unneeded stress, you have to go!

The idea of falling in love scares me: I love the thought of love but fear the pain that comes alone with it( Exactly)
Bubbles and Sunshine
Giggles and Hugs

Am I the prototype?
The closer I get to you the more you make me see that this is how life, like/love, living is suppose to be. Where were you 2 years ago? Where did you come from? None of that matters cause I am so glad that you are here now!
Not only am I looking out for me but for my future and little ones that will follow me.

Lawrence Maurice
Lauren Marie
*Lawrence Anthony
*Lauren Alexandria
*Alexandria Elizabeth-Marie
*Anthony
*Samantha Monica-Marie
Sebastian Michael
Brandon
Brianna
*Robert Anthony
Rebecca Denise
Christina
Christian
Denise
DeMarcus/DeMarkus

Letting it flow...

So much that I want to say but I can't. I seem to have a fear of this thing called a relationship. I know this for sure. The last one wasn't a real one and the one before that was over before we really called it quits. You know how it is to hold to something that you don't really need or really want anymore but you hold on cause of the convienence of the whole thing. You rather not find something new or in my case let something new find me. This thing is so funny to me cause I know that I want this and I really do not remember if and when I started all of that or even if I feel like I need it or is it just a want. This things is good to me. This I do know or at least it wants to be. Am I going to let it is the question?!? Why do I fear this thing? The hardest parts of this is me trying to remember what it was like before i found this thing or this thing found me. I haven't forgot yet but I feel myself forgetting and I am trying so hard to remember. The times I want to scream I don't really have to...strange cause I can scream just about anything. I have been able to write for about 2 weeks now everything flows and I am going to let it flow....

I want to let it flow and nominate you for the winner of the year reward...Keeper!

Replaceable

It is so funny how people this that they are irreplaceable when really they are replaceable. It is so crazy how that you can care for someone. You expect for them to care for you in return after all the time spent and other factors. Then all of a sudden things all change somewhat like overnight. That's cool cause what you won't do someone will. mad because I graduated before you, mad because I had a job in my field before I graduated, mad that I have my life in more order than yours...this is why and how you know that you are replaceable. I do not believe in place holders but in this case that is what you might have been. I would rather be courting instead of dating! Please note this! Thanks for being the one to prepare me for the next one who will be if not is already the better one for me. I hope that 24 East and 75 South treats you as well as 40 West did... To the left to the left...just like you left to the left...Bye!

Somethings

Somethings are just things, some people are just people; and some things are more than just things and some people are more than just people!

Something old, something new, something borrowed, and something blue...its wedding season and love is definitely in the air. No love here but much like it is happening. One of My something old's is something borrowed and the other was my something new which is now a year old. My latest something new is truly something. He is great. He is like me exactly like me...silly, goofy, driven...I love it. He makes me smile and glow at least that is what everyone else is saying. Everyone likes him more than the last. Too funny...we have been in the same areas just on opposite sides of the city, school and apartment complex...too funny how people are close and you don't even know it, right under my nose all this time. And this all happened at my something blue! Some say that young women are suppose to go to school to find a husband or at least a long term boyfriend. Where the hell was he when I was going through all that other bullshit?! Anywho, I am happy FINALLY! -pause for reaction- I don't want to jinx it though so I pray more now than before that this is the answers to my prayer that I have prayed for so many times before.

Pure happiness

Pure happiness... Where did you come from but more like where have you been?it's like I was just existing up and until now with moments of you and I never really knew you. Now that I see the potential of what I am suppose to have I really don't want anything else. Where you hiding from me? What do I do now? It's so funny that you judy showed up so random but damn near perfect . This just feels so right....mmm....mmm...good!

40 Runs West and East

40 Runs West and East....so I made that drive 40 west so pick up SiblingChild #1 and to make a change. SC #1 called me all day to make sure that I hadn't forgot about her. I even took SC #4 with me. ROADTRIP! Haven't hung out and had girl time and talk like that in a while. Made the trip there in 2 hours flat. First stop 1630, then 3795 and then grabbed some Dixie Queen with SC #1 and #4 With no intentions on seeing sweetheart, of course I called and he made the decision to met up. Had our regular sit and chat...this time it ended differently but similar than most encounters.Met up with my Braider and got the hair braid at the Memphis price with African quality! Grabbed my children and got back on 40 east. Singing, talking and riding...what a 24 hours! Needless to say Epiphanies happen during our talks about life, men and being happy! Are you an asset or liability? Do you compliment me? Can you make me feel secure and stable?!