Finding me...

I'd rather find love and lose it, than never find love at all...I wasn't looking for it. It kinda found me or is finding me...lol...patience and praying is what I told someone today who told me that they were looking for a real man...I'm not one to give relationship advice (at least in my opinion) but everyone comes to me. Now that I am in a relationship...whew...that felt funny but good to say...(emotional walls,emotional walls) I try to apply all the good relationship advice and tips to my own and the shit don't work...

Broken Thoughts

I wanted this…
I got this…
Did I really want this?
Do I really have this?
I am happy.
Why am I not smiling?
What do I do now?
Old friends of the past seem to cross my mind more than the present.
What should I do about this?
New friends are getting to know all the secrets of the old and creating some of the new…”Good Mornings” included…But what about the Afternoons and Evenings…
I’m just trippin’ cause I know where my happiness lies, right?
Will all my planning pay off? Or Will it lead to a plan of failure?
Am I as ready as I thought I was for a relationship? Or should I have took is hesitation as a sign from God that I should slow down and live a little more?
Will all this come together? Or will it just fall apart?
Can he tell that I am not all here? Or do am I a good enough actor to make it seem like I am?
Just a bunch of broken thoughts
Different kind of day….I prayed for what I wanted and I think I got it but its funny I am not as happy as I thought I would be….
Different. Energetic. Musical. Experienced. Testy. Relief. Increasing. Utmost. Surprising.

He says

He says that heaven is inside of me...we just ordinary people and I make him so high. He's no longer the motherless child, running away from everything. I stopped him from running.

Revengence

An eye for an eye leaves everyone blind!

A deal breaker is a character flaw or emotional stance that significantly deteriorates the quality of a relationship. Qualities that erode your aspirations for a satisfying relationship! Knowing what you want is important because all relationships ar...e built on arrangements, ie. financial,emotional,marital or sexual and are only best when agreed upon by both parties. Whats your deal breaker?
- Taken from Tee

Getting to know Round 2

I never read I just look at the pictures. I am not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful...So today has been just that...Wonderful...speechless and spellbound is me...I speak French now...We...lol...But I rather we speak Spanish for now cause I don't just want this to be a foreign fantasy...He says I really enjoy the time being spend.

To be continued...

So we replayed the first night all over again, we ride out to the same place in the same outfits add a movie and a snack, a trip to the mall and skip and a hop around with DMCs. I enjoyed myself too.This is not a love story. This is a story about love.Maybe the start of it anyway...

Can we be friends?

Is it true if you really love someone you can't just be there friend?

My book

I am the author of my life...Unfortunately, I'm writing in pen and I can not erase my mistake...but since I'm the author, I can create the next chapter and I can make the endings whatever I want!

Question of the day

After all this time what is it that we have other than all this time?

Bishop's Helpful Hints

Live in the overflow
I don't live in my right now, I live in my not yet.

Right relationships
Platform for people to hear you.
Others can trust you
Positions you to role model
Magnet for vision that God gave
Position myself to bless others
Position for promotion

God will only bless you only as far as your character can sustain you.

Radical request: pray for the space before the "thing"; downgrade my vision: upgrade me: when God enlarges me...
You can't be big, if little got you
Hang in there: perserve
You get wisdom through personal experience, not only through God. Life is the best lesson. God will allow things to happen not in your favor just to teach you wisdom.