I regret…

I regret stopping by familiarity
…speaking out of courteously
…allowing you to meet the family
…inviting you into my life, my home, my comfort zone, my heart and me
…giving you opportunity to share my dreams
…placing you on this pedestal
…thinking that you were the answer to the prayer I stop praying
…it all. Damn. I regret.
…trying not to regret
…trying to forget what it was like before you
…I regret, regretting.
This will be a good one for the book. Never had a regret before. You were the thing that made me regret the one before you. Hopefully the thing after you will make me FORGET you, instead of REGRET you.
Glad I love me more,
Bri

Can these all work together?

There are three kinds of people in the world: those who make things happen, those who watch things happen, and those who wonder what happened......Never give up on anything you're willing to FIGHT for. God's greatest gift to us is the love of FAMILY.
Faith, Family, and Friends....Have faith in God! Love your family! and Choose your friends wisely! And then, "Put your hand in the hand of the Man who stills the waters ..... Put your hand in the hand of the Man who calms the sea."

ROADTRIP

It is so funny how my life is like riding in a car. Let’s just name the car LadyBug! It works for me. Any who, so in order to ride it a car it must be moving, meaning, there is a driver, maybe a passenger or 2. Most times I am the driver; this means that I decide where I am going and which way to get there. ROADTRIP of My Life
Personally, I love to drive. I believe that I can drive just about anything. If someone says ROADTRIP, I am all for it. The ROADTRIP of My Life is quite different. I am still the driver but I have this very influential GPS device called GOD, which redirects/reroutes me when I seem to lose my way OR act like I know where I am going and really don’t. Sometimes, He allows me to get lost so that I can see things that I wouldn’t normally see.

Life prep

Sabrina Is making preparation for Life...academically, professionally, personally, spiritually, emotionally, financially, physically and in every other way, not in any particular order. This is going to be a day!

Glimpses and Episode

So I finally realized that I am star in my very own reality show called Living in the wonderful life of SAK. I sometimes am a guest star in other reality shows. I am privledged to see glimpses and previews of episodes to the reality shows of other. This one series that I would say that I am a regular guest star actually had a preview show this weekend. I was asked to be a permanent star several times before but no contact was drawn. I was provided glimpses into the plot of the upcoming episodes. I liked what I saw; however, I am still confused to why this show makes my show seem like a "spin off" when in facts it's the spin off. My show was not only the pilot but has a life time contract. Anywho...a few characters from my reality show have chosen to remove themselves in the upcoming Fall series. I even had some Summer guest that I thought would make the permanent staff but reviews of my show showed differently. Some guest from other shows of my life have been brought back in to the limelight by my request, while some guest are still seeking request to be "extras" on my show. HINT: this is my show and GOD is the creator. I am the exective director, producer. This is my show. Get with it or get gone. More to come...please check the local listings for my exclusive channel coming soon

Funny feeling

It sure is funny how all of a sudden feelings change. Do I laugh to keep from crying? Or is it that I am tired of crying?

Pretty Wings

Pretty Wings
By: Maxwell

Time will bring a well end of our trial
One day there'll be no remnants, no trace,
No residual feelings within you
One day you won't remember me.

Your face will be the reason I smile
But I will not see what I cannot have forever
I'll always love you.
I hope you feel the same.

Oh, you played me dirty, your game was so bad
You toyed with my affection
Had to fill out my prescription for the remedy
I had to set you free.

Away from me
To see clearly
The way that love can be
when you are not with me
I had to lead
I had to live
I had to leave
I had to love

If I can't have you
Let love set you free
To fly your pretty wings around.

Pretty wings, your pretty wings, your
Pretty wings. Pretty wings around.

I came wrong you were right
Transformed your love into like.
Baby believe me, I'm sorry I told you lies.
I turned day into night
Sleep till I die a thousand times
Ah, I should've showed you
Better nights, better times
Better days, and I miss you more and more

If I can't have you
Let love set you free
To fly your pretty wings around.

Pretty wings, your pretty wings, your
Pretty wings. Pretty wings around.

Pretty wings, your pretty wings, your
Pretty wings. Pretty wings around.

Yes, I know...Yes, I am

Yes, I know that it could all be so simple but we rather make it hard. No I am nor have I been looking for a relationship but the tendencies of one fell in my lap or should I say I ran up on one. I thought that the last one was a beast but this one seems to have disappointed me even more. I am not sure what my expectations were for this one but I had none for the last and still ended up angry of the departure. This one hasn't even started and I am kinda rethinking where this one is going. If it is traveling at all.
Yes, I am very serious when it comes to me and my time. Please believe and know that it is a privilege to have the time of your truly because be have fought and damn near killed for it. You have realized just how much of a timeless treasure I am. The moment after that you realized just how serious I am about who I am and what I stand for.
Yes, I saw all the qualities that I would love to have in a mate. I am not trying to get married in the next few years unless that is apart of God's plan for me.

Golden

Chrisette Michele - Golden lyrics

Artist: Chrisette Michele lyrics
Album: I Am
Year: 2007
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Lyrics to Golden :
Take me back in the day when loving was pure
Love ain't going away, love is always secure
Life's not always perfect but love's always forever
Lets let true love connect lets try lasting forever

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my all
I'm so ready to give til' the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman can possibly be
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

Be the man of my dreams and get down on one knee, Love
Say you'll be all I need and then ask me to marry you, my love
Lets take two golden bands and lets walk down the isle, Love
I'll say I do and you'll say I do, make a golden commitment, oh

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my whole all
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be, yes I will
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

Let's last forever (let's last forever)
No typical american shady love
Let's stay together (let's stay together)
Pray God smile upon ours

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my whole all
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be, yes I will
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my whole all
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

Golden
Golden
oh oh my
Golden
Golden love
Cause commitment is golden
Mmm mmm

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Gibberish

Take me as I am. I do not feel like I should have to changed or be changed Or at least I don’t want to be changed into what you think I should be. I have some things that I would like to change on my own but for the most part I like who and what I am. So take me as I am.
You didn’t want this, me, a relationship, and all that came with being with me before but now I am the thing that you need to be completed. You want me to be there when you cry, mad, sad or whatever. You need me to be the thing that I needed you to be.
Its too late now?!? Or is it? I swear that if I could make the perfect one for me, I now have all the components.
God-fearing. Family Oriented. Educated. Well- Mannered. Hard Working. Goal Driven. Caring. Stable. Trustworthy.
Bonus: Musically Inclined!
He might not be 100% of what I want but I will take 90% of either.
Priorities in Line, Looks and Dress in Line,
I refused to hinder myself because of the issues of another. Neither do I want to be a hindrance to another.
I am a priority to myself and I would like to be one to another.
Timeless treasure: My Heart and I!
Clearly, you didn’t realize what you had until your time was up. Now I am someone else’s treasure. My Heart and feelings are clearly somewhere else, right? Right!?! I want to say sorry but I can’t because I wanted you to hurt and see me doing well so that you would know how I felt. Just being truthful…never would have thought it would be so brutal.
I am not too good at my own matters of the heart! I didn’t realize that I would feel the way I felt when I saw you again. The anger, attitude, happiness, etc. came rushing back to before things started to go bad. I missed you and I know that you missed me too. All that you didn’t say, said exactly what you were feeling. I guess it is true that what’s understood does not have to be explained…well in this case! Now what? Where do I go from here? Or should I ask where do we go from here? Now I have to go back and think and find where I am.

SideBar: My biggest fear is being unstable. I have to be and fell secure and all time. Be it mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally, and financially. It takes hard work to be stable and if I can do it on my own then why do I need you. NOTE: If you take off add pressures that is a bonus. If you add unneeded stress, you have to go!

The idea of falling in love scares me: I love the thought of love but fear the pain that comes alone with it( Exactly)
Bubbles and Sunshine
Giggles and Hugs

Am I the prototype?
The closer I get to you the more you make me see that this is how life, like/love, living is suppose to be. Where were you 2 years ago? Where did you come from? None of that matters cause I am so glad that you are here now!
Not only am I looking out for me but for my future and little ones that will follow me.

Lawrence Maurice
Lauren Marie
*Lawrence Anthony
*Lauren Alexandria
*Alexandria Elizabeth-Marie
*Anthony
*Samantha Monica-Marie
Sebastian Michael
Brandon
Brianna
*Robert Anthony
Rebecca Denise
Christina
Christian
Denise
DeMarcus/DeMarkus